I've been feeling really under the weather the past few days. im not gonna go into details but i think im starting to feel a little brighter.  hopefully I can go to work 2moro.

I've been making alot of art the past couple of days, im halfway through my penultimate girraffe an then im never making those again, but I taught myself vectors (I think i showed you a picture a couple of days ago of a vector drawing i'd done.  Well the two pics in this post have been the result of me being sick.  I've also made alot of stuff outta fimo/sculpy i've been making phone charms and earrings and little models of random things.  it'd prolly be easier if you went here

http://ikklesammy.deviantart.com

thats if you want to of course, but thats where all my artwork currently is.  I'm thinking about setting up a proper little online shop, i can make customised stickers to stick on nappies and nursery wall art and cute charms and hairclips an little plushies.  yep and me and daddy will have a cute little house with a white picket fence and i'll bake muffins with smiley faces on them.  yep thats my new plan of action for my life.

 

 

I like both these pictures i've made.  they remind me of my childhood, of magic stories my dad would tell me at bedtime and of adventures i'd dream about. going on.  Life was good then.  I know occasionally i complain about my childhood, about how i had alot of responsibility from a young age and that my dad was hardly ever there, but my childhood was a really happy one. I had alot of magic and imagination poured into me by my parents, and it must have been tough for my folks for my mum was a full time housewife so my dad had to earn enough to support the family so its no wonder when you think about it like that that he was away so much trying to earn enough so we could eat.

im thankfull for the life i've had even things that were bad like breaking up with lousie and the bullying i suffered at school.  all of these things have made me the person  I am today and i LIKE the person I am today.  I have wonderful friends a loving family and even with teh flu thing i have right now life is pretty sweet